Beware the babble, everyone….
I’ve been wandering around my stampin’ space for about 1/2 hour tonight organizing for a workshop on Tuesday and thinking, okay, I have some time, lets do some stampin! But I’ve got NOTHIN’! I can’t even think of a project I’d even like to attempt right now. I want to stamp but I just can’t seem to get started. When that happens, I start to think (never a good thing if you ask my husband)….
I think as women we can be pretty fickle – at least I know I can. That may be the Gemini in me, I’m not sure.
I want to be busy. Really busy. I want a big busy business. This month, I think I’ve got at least 3-4 things booked every week. I’m stoked, I look at my calendar and get really excited.
But then, I don’t want to be busy. I want to sleep and enjoy the kids….but deep down, I want to be busy. Why can’t I decide?
So I sit here tonight, eyes heavy and trying hard to type without too many mistakes wondering, where is the balance? When does one (me) become content and not always wanting more and more? When is it okay to just sit and put up my feet without feeling pangs of guilt to clean/stamp/work? When can I just be?